My flight to Korea's ard 11pm tonight and i'll reach Korea by 7am Saturday morning. Well yes, technically most of my Christmas is gonna be in THE concrete jungle, Singapore, but hey, if i put it like tt it sounds nicer right?:). Swathi's in New Zealand now(lucky girl) and would probably be back home on the 4th of January 2010. So i'd be celebrating my new year in a completely different country but hey ppl, MERRY CHRISTMAS!(yea!my memory's working again!)
Well, yesterday i finished 1 litre of tears and OBVIOUSLY i cried like crap, i mean, it's the most touching drama i've seen, thanks Rachel for recommending it to me, i'd never find out what i was missing out on otherwise :P. So after i dried my eyes, washed my face and cooled down i turned serious(Ooo, Nauar's serious, better watch out) and looked up all the JCs in Singapore to see if i stand a fighting chance to get into a good one competing with all the Chun Chies in Singapore(Ergh, trick question no?) and i really don't know, i managed to save myself and not fall into another moment of madness(refer to previous posts) by thinkin bout my swollen(about the size of an average apple) left foot.
Yes, another one of Nauar's famous falls again(Ergh, hate it when tt happens...). I was buying food(YES!FOOD!) and on my way back home i fell on my left foot and twisted it(must be karma-i was jaywalking:P) right smack in the middle of the road. Thank god there were no incoming cars or i would be lunch for the cat tt was staring at me from the other side of the road with, if i must say, quite famished eyes. I managed to hobble all the way back home, receiving (waa it concern or KPO) glances from all tt walked pass me(i'm gonna take it as concern:)). So i visited the doctor tt same day (i was absolutely positive mama was overreacting, my body's used to it, it was just A BIT swollen...) and she told me it's very possible i got a fractured foot cuz it was swollen where the ligament holding it together was located(WHIPPEE!!!). She fixed me up for an x-ray scan the very next day to confirm if it was really a fracture(got an earful from my mom, we're gonna go skiing) and after one hour i got the results-NO fracture(HA! TOLD Alif it's not tt serious, sheesh, he's like the rest of my family, they ALL called me, i bet even the extended family found out...).
But i must say, the x-ray scan was quite of a disappointment, i was expecting something cooler compared to the 2-second sucker i got by putting my foot under a square piece of light. But hey, i got my very first x-ray and got to keep the results so i look at it almost all the time(Yes, i REALLY don't have a life...). I got painkillers and i get to go skiing on Monday!!!WOOHOOO!
I'll be keeping a diary of my time there so i can update my blog bout all the details when i get back(what colour was the sky, the shoelaces i wore each day...).
So that's my last post before the flight, let's make the most out of these last few weeks before school starts again and enjoy it to the fullest:).Don't miss me:).Till next time...


December 25 '09,Friday

- Ynauar

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu

Afuredasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja naitte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nandaka kirei de mitoremashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute

Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hanasaku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

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In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away

With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring

The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I’m a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn

I’m standing at the door to a new world
What I’ve realized is that I’m not alone

If I close my eyes
You’re behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I’m the same for you

The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn’t look away

There are things that don’t go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small

The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I’ll be happy

From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me


December 25 '09,Friday

- Ynauar

Yea, well, obviously my mom knows i'm Nauar(sometimes i really wonder, she calls me 'girl' at times too:P) and i wanna give a shoutout to all those teenagers out there who are all(I'm absolutely POSITIVE this happens to all) suffering in silence cuz of the very "competitive streak" parents have. I mean, WHO THE HELL invented the belief "Each child is special in their own way?" I wanna know just so that i can call him up and say, look here dude, tt's cowdung. It's becoming like what happened to Santa, look, only the naive believe:). Haiz, i'm just kinda sick of this comparing thing tt all parents have, it's freaking me out. THAT IS NOT ME. This is me. So believe it:). Phew, glad to get that off my chest(now we can all go back to suffering in silence again, whippee!!!). Ouh, just started watchin 1 litre of tears, it's a Japanese drama and it's soo TOUCHING (it's not even the 5th episode and i'm alr crying more than 1 litre:P). It's about this 15-year-old girl that has a disease that affects her nervous system and it can't be cured but the sad thing is it shows exactly how she loses control of parts of her body(sob...) and what she does with the time she has left. Now if you're a sucker for cry-till-you-can't-think-of-the-chicken-that's-burning-on-the-stove dramas you have GOT to watch this, i don't care, go grab a box of tissues and hide in a stairway where noone'll see you cuz you can't waste another minute thinking bout your dead cat, this drama's just waiting for you. And if you're not, watch it anyway cuz you know you can't go against Nauar(do i hear sounds of ppl puking in the bckground?;)). OMG, i watched this korean game show or something on KBSWorld(Yes!More tissue wasted!) today and every student in this high school sits on a number and is given a whiteboard each. So the host'll start asking general knowledge questions one-by-one, if you get one wrong you're goner and this guy(no ladies, NOT good-looking) got each one right and he got this crazy(AAHHHHH!) prize and gets to go to U.S. for a 4-week cultural trip. OMG right, damn smart, I don't think even Chun Chie could've pulled tt off(No offence). Haiz, what brains... Anyway, all this talk of Geniuses is getting me hungry, i wonder what's for dinner(I SMELL IT!!!)... And btw, my mom's kinda fed up wif me cuz we finished the food supply which was just replenished yesterday(HEY, dont look at ME) so i'd better turn this thing off before she starts screaming again. Till the next OMG-i-haven't-updated-my-blog-in-a-LOONG-time moment...Bye :).


December 21 '09,Monday

- Ynauar

Well, i was talking to one of my besties, Siti, when she told be bout this guy in her school(FILTHY rich $$$) who spent 3.5K on his PROM OUTFIT. APPARENTLY, his parents gave him 4K to spend but he ended up havin ard $600 left. $600?!!! I mean, i didn't even HAVE $200 to spend on my prom outfit and(reality check!) I'm a GIRL. So... How did a GUY end up spendin tt much money on his prom? It went something like this:

"May i help you with anything sir?"

"Yes, i'm actually looking to buy the most expensive suit in the store. Name the price"

"Well, we have this rather plain looking suit but because of the "Armani" name on the back that's in italics(Ooo, italics!) we'll have to charge you ard $1238.99++ not inclusive of tax"

"I'll take it!(Woohoo,i got a black and white suit, one-of-a-kind!) Now, what's with those shoes, got any above $2000?"

And that's probably what might have happened except maybe 'Armani' isn't supposed to be in italics:P. Anyway, I've been eating a lot lately(Alif's been real proud of the progress i've made in terms of eating;)) and my sis was always kind enough to express her concern over the dining table everytime i'm eating. It's usually wonderfully pleasing to the ear, something like, "Stop stuffing food down your throat kak, you look like a true glutton", or something a bit less polite like "Ma, stop her, it's disgusting how she's turning into a pig" or, my personal fav, "I can't believe i'm related to a glutton like you, maybe you're adopted". Aww, you just have to love her, right? My mom's very precise in her timing, it seems like once i start blogging she starts screaming at me to turn the wretched machine off. So i'm gonna do exactly that right now, seeing as it IS quite late(i'm just saying tt, everyone knows i'm nocturnal:) ), i will do the honours and "turn this wretched machine off". So, goodnight and see ya later alligator :).


December 18 '09,Friday

- Ynauar

HEY PEOPLE!
Ok, yea i have been AWOL for quite a while now(c'mon guys, i WAS taking Os;) ) but now that my disappearing act's over i thought i'd better tell you what i've been doing for the past...UM...few(bleh) months of my life.WE-LL...

1.GCE 'O' Level 2009
Yea, you guessed right!(heh) I've been bloody busy wif this national exam that doesn't only take up your free time, it also kills any sense of humour any 16-year-old has(not tt i had a great sense of humour, anyways...). Singapore's education system is such that we are NOT allowed to have a social life cuz, well, to put it simply, we just have NO time to do anything else except to study, study, and well, you could make time to eat but hey, why don't we STUDY somemore? WHEEEEE!!!. Ok, to wrap it all up, the papers were ok. I don't wanna drag this but hey, SOCIAL STUDIES was such a big SHOCKER to everyone. Well that's cuz almost every secondary schools in Singapore spotted VENICE but hey, guess what? It DIDN'T COME OUT. I just hope not to many cars were scratched :). And like the techno-savvy bunch of students we are, a group on facebook was born. Consisting of more than 1000 pupils, the 'I studied Venice for GCE 'O' Level 2009 but it didn't come out' was a platform where students could let go of all frustrations (not to mention anger) so to ensure this generation won't go well, Cuckoo(serious). Read the comments and there were ppl like " toot toot toot toot toot toot VENICE toot toot toot toot" or even some witty ones like "Venice was one of the factors that lead to the fall of O level graduates 2009" and my personal favourite, "Venice, no wonder it was a great city-state of ITS time". HILARIOUS!.

2. Celebrating!
Since the end of Os of course. The gang(Sabby and all) has been calling me up almost everyday but now almost everyone's got a job and i've just been slacking:P. PLUS, i got new ROLLER-BLADES! So yea, while i was thinning my layers of fat in the thighs i have BEEN losing some waist and needed a new belt to keep my pants from falling off(laugh if you want, it's the truth:P). Went to Esprit and got a new $20+ belt and well, it's kinda average but noone's gonna take notice of it under my blouse anyway:P. So yea, been watchin loads of Dramas, i'm temporarily giving up anime unless one OMG-you-just-HAVE-to-watch-it series comes out but it doesn't look like it :P. Getting my results ard 10-13 Jan(2010 of course, dont be ridiculous...) so i don't have enough time to wast, gotta party!!! Oh-oh-oh, i'm going to KOREA BABY!!!! WOOHOOO! Yea, celebrating the new year there, we'd visit loads of places, i'd post it up on my facebook:). I'd keep a record of what we do there so i can post it up when i come back:).

3.Trying to not succumb into moments of MADNESS
Well, ppl(well, family members, relatives, etc...) have been stressing me out, maybe i SHOULD have studied more(yea RIGHT...), for my results and I DON'T LIKE IT. I'm trying to control myself to not go mad and try and relax cuz it's just plain CRAZY to think about results when NOONE knows what's gonna come out. Sometimes i lose my sanity and that's when i fall into MOMENTS OF MADNESS. I calculate over and over again the many possibilities of what i might get, giving myself a false sense of security that i might, i just MIGHT, get a single digit L1R5 but hey, NOT GONNA HAPPEN. So just pray, PRAY, i'd stay sane at least UNTIL i get the real results :).

Ok, tt's it, my mom's killing me to iron the clothes(ERGH!) and so till nxt time :)....


December 17 '09,Thursday

- Ynauar

72 MORE DAYS till the start of the Os(gotta check wif Fatin the no. of days till the END...) and hmm, lets see what i've been up to: Get tangled in a really BIG misunderstanding, ensured tt i fail MOST of my Prep papers,talk in English during my MT periods(c'mon, the Os for tt ARE over...) and play BINGO! in almost every tuition lesson(yes, that IS scaring me...). Lets review my plan for Os again, i wanna get A1 in each and every one of my L1R5 subjects so that i can use up the -2 points to my advantage. L1R5 target: AT LEAST a 6 pointer. Great(my sarcasm in times of distress is STILL there i see...).Anyway,Alif actually e-mailed me his mid yr essay a few months back and i promised to share it wif Ms Gopal. I asked her about it today and GUESS WAD(here she goes again...)? SHE NOT IMPRESSED! Wow, right? Yea, i was like ,"Wow...". She told me the structure and all may be great but its noe realistic.NOT REALISTIC! Who would've known... Im getting my phone TODAY!!!! WOOOHOOO! The Samsung Preston. Cool huh? Im gonna get black and since Fatin's been eyeing it too, she's gonna get either the white or pink one if im not wrong. CANT WAIT till my mom comes back home from work its been a few months cuz my phone's been spoilt and she refused to get one till my contract ended. AND it ended yesterday! SO WOOOOHOOO!!! Celebrate! Ok guys, the need to rest is overpowering me, im tired, my eyes are droopy, my eyelids are half-closed, my fingers are exhausted, my body's aching....


August 14 '09,Friday

- Ynauar

Today marks the end of my PREP(aka, prepatory) Exams. WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!! It was an Additional Mathematics Paper 1 which was actually damn EASY but GUESS WAD(hey, i've been sayin tt a lot...Hmm, wonder why...)? Me, being Nauar of course, got loads of Careless Mistakes (I call it the mother of all that ruins my math marks) and that was partly cuz i was tryin to figure out this STUPID question(wait, i think i wrote it down somewhere...NOT tt YOU'd be any interested...) which cost me 5 marks. Hope i manage to get an A1 for this one, it gets on my nerves tt the only subject i could get A1 in may not even be a guarantee.Haiz. ANYWAY, my prelims are around the corner and i hope to actually start studying(solid,hard-core, not even liquid's gonna cut it...) soon. STOP PROCRASTINATING NAUAR! You wanna get 6 points? You wanna get into ACJC? YOU WANNA?! Better study... Ok,im gonna start studyin my Chemistry after this 8). Haven't contacted Alif since Tues(i asked him to meet me after my Chem prep) and i feel kinda bad actually... Wonderin if a simple 'sorry' is gonna cut it, feel like i've been abusing him(ok,wait,I mean in the being-so-irritating-confusing-annoyingly-chilldish type of way). So if you're out there, i just wanna say Im sorry. Oh, speaking of Alif, MY MALAY MT RESULTS ARE COMIN OUT TOMORO... i think. Hey, even the principal doesn't know(lousy,lousy...)! WTH rite? They kept us in suspense for SOOOOO LOOONG...Im rooting for at least a C or D. I need a D7 to get into a JC so hoping i can get it(yea,yea,you're all smirking cuz tts a failing grade)... My malay's not the very least proper(if u dunnoe wad i mean, refer to the older posts) and that blog post i tried to put up in Malay TOTALLY FAILED so yea...Ahhh, i feel the pressure of O Levels are on me! Oh,btw, if you guys didn't realise, i added a new list at the side of the blog. Its called things i wanna do BEFORE my life in JC. Yea, i managed to climb the railing alr but i KNOW, i SHOULD take a pic but its gonna be censored so better not:P(hahaha!!!). Im gonna miss P.E. Nxt wk's the last lesson of inline skating(yes, i DO know how to) and im askin people to bring their cameras(mine's OBVIOUSLY not good enough...) and take pics of our last P.E. lesson as a class! God, im gonna miss my class. All the laugh-till-you-drop-on-the-floor-and-never-get-up times,the siao times,the lame times,the Sweaty times,the Just-wanna-prove-the-teacher-wrong-though-you-know-its-right times, the Straits Times, the... Ok, i think you guys get the idea. Im really gonna miss you guys, pls, PROMISE YOU'LL KEEP IN TOUCH(I mean,till we grow up and marry and send our kids into Bukit View so tt they can get tortured...Kiddin:P)!Luv you guys forever and ever and ever....


August 13 '09,Thursday

- Ynauar

Now's the time when you guys wonder why the hell i bother when i haven't been updatin the blog.Its cuz www.absolutelypositivelysurelymine.blogspot.com is Nauar's Longest Living Blog. Ok, fine,im sorry for not updatin u guys on my life(really,its no loss,my life's not THAT INTERESTING) and will try to make it up to you by actually updatin what i've been up to for the past (2?3?4?)...few,ahem,months:

1. Firstly,life in school has been... lemme see... Hectic? Wait, that's too mild... Ah,a study-till-you-drop-poke-yourself-with-a-burnin-stick-cuz-you-dont-know-what-you're-doing kind of lifestyle8). K, it might not sound fun but HEY!,O lvls are 74 DAYS away! I dont think you guys wanna know how im tryin to cram info in my brain but if you're really interested, try grinding some garlic, chilli and pepper together and rub it on your eyes. Thats how mine feel like.Not like the eyes, like the garlic,chilli and pepper.

2. Life at tuition. In case you havent been around(OBVIOUS...), you probably didnt know my mom changed my tuition class to the 12-2pm one instead. Wait, im not sure whether it happened b4 or after i went inactive(see how mushed up my brain is?)... Ok, long story short,my mom found out about Alif rite? So i got transferred,he dropped out soon after(realised it WASN'T helping) and GUESS WAD? I MANAGED TO CONVINCE HER TO TRANSFER ME BACK!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!!! Yay, more fun times with the clique(Rachel, Jing Yi and Vivienne)! Bingo!(what we do in tuition, its scary actually...)

3. Films I've watched... Up, Twilight, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince ... Umm, i think tts all... Ok, Up was REAL cute. There's humour with some touching scenes as well. Good for the kids, the parents and the people in the middle(Me). Enjoyed it except the part the family behind me brought pork into the cinema(haiz...no comments). Twilight was well... Twilight. What i wanted to come out came out, along with other scenes. ACTUALLY, I think it was quite a long time ago so im not gonna babble on it...Harry Potter was crazy(neutral). NOT that good actually. They concentrated more on the humour and relationships than the story itself. AND what was with Dumbledore's Death? It was soo rushed and... C'MON! ITS DUMBLEDORE!

Ok,I guess thats all i can do for today, my mom's screaming(yea, that didn't change) and my sis's telling me i have an attitude prob cuz im ignorin her and tryin to wrap this up(NEW!)Bye guys! Nxt time then!


August 12 '09,Wednesday

- Ynauar

Hiya guys, im kinda busy lately but i haven't been updatin for a while so yea...Anyway,im gonna step down soon and the new EXCO has been chosen(sob...).The EXCO's expanded to a 14-man team instead of 11(yea,EVERY YEAR they're adding new positions...). Ok,here they are:

*President(haiz,good luck,im gonna miss the badge...A LOT):
Isaac Choo(yes,it is THE ISAAC CHOO from band,im sorry Atiq, we got to him first:P)
*Vice-President(Aww jerwin, we're all gonna laugh in the invest when u have to pass it on to her...):
Kirthika(WOOO!!!)
*Vice-President(in the same class as Isabelle):
Valerie(new councillor, she looks capable enough.Hey, dont blame me, i wasn't there for the interview...This is gonna spark off some interest from the older seniors...)
*Secretary(Ahh,Dhari's post.Wonder how HE'LL do...):
Randy(our big teddy bear,its the first time in YEARS we're having a male secretary,most males aren't efficient enough...)
*Treasurer(loan shark's more like it....):
Su Zhen(WATCH UR MONEY GUYS!)
*Head-of-training(my first job,passed on to Sharvin and passed on to...):
Hu Han(did u know he's actually my senior?), AND Vincent (haha,Sherlyn's Micheal...)
*Head-of-publicity(yes, the ppl with the GOOD language skills,from Bhavani to Swathi to...):
Suharti(another gossip topic among the sec 3s) AND Leonard(not tt happy he's working with her actually...OH,SUCK IT UP)
*Head-of-OPS(attire check,uniform check,duty check,this check,that check...):
Jeremiah(Upper sec.I feel kinda bad for him) AND Jamie (Lower sec.Everyone's talking about it,SHE CAN CONTROL QUENTON!WOOHOO!)
*Head-of-Welfare(farewell party,it better be good...):
Dion(yea, you go Dion!Umm, i'll tell you what we're expecting for farewell?) AND Daniel(haha,daniel WAS unexpected, but he's good)
*Head-of-I.T.(Haniff's job,good thing he's NOTHING like him...kidding):
Natthawut(well, that was, umm...OBVIOUS)

Yes, my cute sec 3s are taking over, im gonna miss working with the whole lot, i daresay we had a LOT of fun(getting sidetracked together,when one go down,we all go down...).Filling you up on the latest update of my secret double life(god, it sounds WRONG): I met Amanda on the Sembawang platform today.In case you wanna know WHY Sembawang(most ppl ask me that anyway,sheesh),its cuz his school's in Newton and mine in Bukit Batok and if u count the number of stations in between, divide it by two and find out the name of the station in between its Sembawang(yes,soo simple...).I passed him his long overdue birthday present(a jar of brownies and some of my might-or-might-not-be-burnt cookies) and a card.Haha,i was laughing to myself while on my way there and ppl were looking at me like i was looney or something...Tomoro's gonna be a hell of a day,rumours are going to suffice about everything,two of my sis's classmates saw me.Unfortunately.Well, just have to brace the music...


April 20 '09,Monday

- Ynauar

Intelligence is a CHOICE! is what the big sized mahjong paper in my room says.Homestly,if just CHOOSING to be like Chun Chie is all it takes to get ur distinctions in almost all ur subjects i don't mind.But its the constant motivation and drive to do well, study and keep using ur time to the fullest that i have a problem with.I mean,just LOOK at Chun Chie.He's a councillor,the BB ASM, he's in the same class as me AND he still manages to hand in his homework in time,top almost EVERY class test and get distinctions for his subjects.And me?Lets see,President of the student council and infocomm club member.Never hands in homework on time(if not for extensions she'd be DEAD),NOT ONCE gotten top in a class test(since sec 3.Sec 2 top in Geography in the level but tt doesn't count) and has to STRUGGLE to get only a few distinctions as well as a borderline pass in Malay.The mid-yrs are 2 WEEKS away and she hasn't started her preparations!Only god can help me now.Its not true that i HAVEN'T started my studying but i still have a LOOONG way to go from being FULLY prepared.Talking about exams reminds me i have 3 tests tomoro...(good thing i've studied for THAT).Hey SANIYAH!How're u doing?God girl,where've u BEEN?I miss u too,wanna organise an outing with the t sisters? I miss the WHOLE gang.For those guys tt don't know whats going on,pls check the tagboard on the right.BTW Saniyah,pls don't read the Malay translation in the earlier post(it sucks,TRUST ME).Ok, birthdays,birthdays,birthdays...Ras's and Niva's B'days just passed(they're 16 now, the poor OLD women,haha).This comin week's gonna be a big birthday bash.Mr Tan Huong's b'day on the 14th,Alif's and Jaron's on the 15th.I bet Mr Tan's b'day's gonna be something to see,i think his class is gonna throw a party(i wonder when's Mr J Tan's b'day,he has a fan club so its gonna be BIGGER i guess...).Anyway,my mom's gonna be leaving for Ethiopia nxt Sunday to see her baby there. She's sponsoring a child there and she's gonna be seeing her child over there,givin her some presents and all.Its real cool i wanted to go but guess wad?IM NOT CHUN CHIE so i can't exams are coming,haiz...Ok guys, i think tts all,im gonna catch on some bio,there's gonna be 2 bio tests this coming week so,BYE!MUACKS!Haha:)


April 12 '09,Sunday

- Ynauar

Hey over there what's your name
Are you for real
Is this a game
You start to smile
And I do the same
I look away but you remain
Your eyes starin back at me
My heart starts to skip a beat
I pray that you'll never know
I've fallen and you look in my eyes

[Chorus:]
You make me delirious
That's when I start to fall
Something serious
When you look in my eyes
You make me delirious
That's when I start to fall
Something serious

Now we're over here
And you're next to me
You look at me
I find it hard to speak
I start to laugh and you do the same
I look at you
You smile again
Your hand holdin on to mine
The thoughts runnin through my mind
I try not to let it show
I've fallen and you look in my eyes

[Chorus:]
You make me delirious
That's when I start to fall
Something serious
When you look in my eyes
You make me delirious
That's when I start to fall
Something serious

[Hook: x2]
Your eyes starin back at me
My heart starts to skip a beat
I pray that you'll never know
I've fallen and you look in my eyes

Tell me how you feel
I love it when you speak
Oh you so sweet
It was meant to be
While you're here with me
I wanna know you more
Hold you more
Kiss you till there's no more
Love the way you walk
Love it when you talk
My feelings so so deep
Every night I can't sleep
De-li-ri-ous from my head to my feet
De-li-ri-ous is what I can see
Something serious when it comes to you and me(yeah)

[Chorus:]
You make me delirious
That's when I start to fall
Something serious
[x3]
When you look in my eyes
You make me delirious
That's when I start to fall
Something serious


April 12 '09,Sunday

- Ynauar

Just came back from spending the weekend at Malaysia.It was kinda fun,i ate loads,went to the gym(GASP!) and went shopping. Yea, my mom's been watchin me diet and making me go to the gym now that i can't fit size S anymore(don't ask, i won't tell you my size).Whats so wrong with being a BIT bigger sized?SHEESH.Anyway,now im on a diet,no fast-food(AAHHHHH!) and she's gonna make me go jogging with her at least once a week now(groan...).Its just till i go back to wearing size S again(don't worry,its gonna take FOREVER).Well,during my stay at Malaysia i realised one thing.Malays LOVE to talk to me in Malay.Umm,i noe when u see a Malay, the natural instinct is to talk to them in Malay but why don't i give u a hint?If the person seems to be struggling in translating her English words to Malay,just drop it k?I suffer COMPLETE HUMILIATION everytime i go to Malaysia.I left my bags concierge after i checked out cuz i wanted to go shopping at the mall opposite our hotel and they gave me a tag.Ok, i didn't really say anything so i didn't encounter any problem then.WHEN I CAME BACK,my mom ABANDONED me to take the bags myself.So i was thinking,"How hard can it be to collect the bags?I just need to show them the tag."BIG MISTAKE.So i approached one of the concierge on standby(quite a cute guy,actually...) and i said,"Umm,I nak collect bag saya(ALERT!HORRIBLE MALAY)!"And the guy gave me a smile and i followed him to the counter.BUT he was talking to me THE WHOLE WAY.IN MALAY.God, i felt so dumb,i was stuttering to give him an answer that SOUNDED sane.Halfway through talking to him i didn't get what he was saying and just agreed to everything he said.GOD.Anyway,he gave me my bags and said a joke(IN MALAY,good thing i understood) and i just laughed and ran away.SHEESH.I also realised that he was tall and had this really nice smile so it made me feel EXTRA stupid,EXTRA dumb and EXTRA short.Haiz...And if ONE embarrassing experience was not enough, the guy at the immigration counter(another good-looking one,whats with all these guys?) was talking to me in Malay as well.GREAT. I just couldn't be bothered anymore,i gave one-word answers and felt so relieved when he gave back my passport.Thats life,i just have to accept the fact that Im always being embarrassed with my bad Malay in front of cute guys.Sigh...


March 22 '09,Sunday

- Ynauar

Why do they call it SCHOOL holiday and not just HOLIDAY?Its to REMIND us we HAVE to go back to school BEFORE we go on holiday. Why'd they call it holiday assignments?Its cuz we go on HOLIDAY first before we do our assignments.So all those ppl out there that are doing their holiday assignments first,you're doing it WRONG.Stupid logic,Nauar's logic...Yes,school's out but i have to go back to school almost every single day so WHATS THE USE?Its 10 am now and i've just eaten my breakfast.During the weekend i went for the councillors camp(3D2N) that was organised by Adam Khoo.It was really tiring and enjoyable at the same time. I GAINED MUSCLES.The councillor camp was like a dieting course,we had not-so-nice food and LOADS of training(it might even be tougher than ncc...).When i came back to school on Monday for remedials they made me show them my new muscles.I actually didn't realise i would grow muscles over the camp but I FEEL GREAT.Its like i've lost a lot of weight(and i keep eating mac) and i feel like a freak cuz jerwin was like,"HEY,i think she's more muscular than me now!"Great. I guess it was kinda expected cuz we did 600 buddha claps on the first day(non-stop,only stopping to rest 1 or 2 mins each 100 claps and WITHOUT putting our arms down),ran/walked/jogged 60 KM around Singapore on the second day(we left school at 6am and came back at 8pm) for the amazing race and had to put our arms out straight 90 degrees in front of us for a whole 1 HOUR!No wonder NAUAR gained MUSCLES. Ewww, it sounds wrong when u put NAUAR and MUSCLES in the same sentence.Im going to JB during the weekend and we're gonna stay at the Pan Pacific.My mom's gonna make me go to the gym but my body HASN'T recovered yet!Haiz...
Oh,i called Amanda yesterday night(my mom was out and my sis away at camp so i was kinda freaked out) using my house phone (yes, its still being tracked,im STIll thinkin of an excuse...) and he was actually in camp!I told the guy to hang up but guess what? We ended up talking of an hour instead and i missed my fav korean drama that was showing on tv at that time.Oh well...Im going now, BYE!


March 18 '09, Wednesday

- Ynauar

Kokoro ga mie nakute
Fuan na hi mo atta
Dareka wo aisuru imi
Jibun nari ni kimeta
Subete wo shinji nuku koto

I promise you mou mayowa nai
Tsuyoku naru...anata ni akasu yo
Nige nai de muki atte iku
Sugata wo misete kureta to heart

*Shinji you
Futari dakara aishiaeru
Ano sora he negai ga todoku you ni
Mitsume ai inoru two of us
Futatsu kasaneta omoi ga ima
Hitotsu no katachi ni kawaru
Your precious love

Kizutsuki kurushimu nara
Wake atte dakishime aou
Mou hitori ja nai kara
Subete wo uketomeru yo true love

Shinji you
Futari dakara aishiaeru
Eien ni tsunaida kono te wo mou
Hanasa nai chikau two of us
Futatsu kasaneta omoi ga ima
Hitotsu no katachi ni kawaru
Just the two of us

Osanakatta hitori yogari no ai
Ima wa tsuyoku shinji aeru
There can be truth
Atarashii hajimari
I want to be one with you

Shinji you
Futari wa ima
Aishiai koko ni iru
Hikari ga michiru you ni
Dakishimeru anata wo

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On the day I couldn’t see
my heart I felt insecure
The meaning of loving somebody
it’s something I decide myself
truth can be found in everything

I promise you, I won’t wander off anymore
I’ll be strong...and prove myself to you
I won’t run away, I’ll turn around to face you
so I can see how you feel, to heart

I will believe
so the two of us can be together in love
In order for my wish to reach the sky
I will look for you, and pray for the two of us
A pair of thoughts, now they can come
together and from a whole
Your precious love

When pain or bitterness pulls us
apart, we can hold each other
We’re no longer alone,
because everything is answered by true love

I will believe
so the two of us can be together in love
I’ll hold your hand forever, don’t let
go, let’s make a promise, the two of us
A pair of thoughts, now they can come
together and from a whole
Just the two of us

I believe that right now we can
strengthen this young and complacent love
There can be truth
A new beginning
I want to be one with you

I will believe
that we can come together
right now, right here, and love each other
So in order to light your light fill me
I hug you tightly

I will believe
so the two of us can be together in love
In order for my wish to reach the sky
I will look for you, and pray for the two of us
A pair of thoughts, now they can come
together and from a whole
Your precious love


March 9 '09, Monday

- Ynauar

Nauar is making a comeback.LOOK OUT NERDS, she's gonna get straight As(in math and sciences) and go throught DSA to ACJC (Anglo-Chinese Junior College).Wellll...i bet ur wonderin what happened during the last 1 month that i've been away.Umm, lets summarise it using a few words,I've been through a lot of trouble,a lot of tests, a cheering competition and a hell load of lectures.
OK, time for ur latest update on my double life in A Math tuition...MY MOM FOUND OUT.EVERYTHING.At first she was going ok, don't get distracted by Amanda,concentrate on studies and all tt...THEN...THEN...He came to see me during the concert on Friday the 27th of February.We actualli made plans to meet(umm, without informing my mom) and by some strange twist of not what i wanna call luck,she found out.AND, whats worse is that she was waiting in the school for him to show up while i was in the concert hall worrying for everyone's life.I TOLD HIM NOT TO COME.Hey, don't blame Nauar,she had no say in this...BUT HE CAME.I know all of u reading this out there is VERY shocked to actualli find out the guy has no common sense when I've alr warned him my mom is THE MOST protective mom of all time but seriously,HE STILL CAME.SHEESH.And that made us get into a lot of trouble,my mom found out and guess what?We're not allowed to communicate,my phone's being tracked,my sis's phone's being tracked,my house phone's being tracked and i've been transferred to an earlier tuition class.He can't talk to me and i can't talk to him,my mom sends me and picks me up every lesson and I just feel horrible about everything.The next time this happens he's gonna get into a helload of trouble, his school's gonna be informed,he's parents are gonna receive a call from my mom and cuz two of my cousins tt are close to my mom are policemen, he's gonna get police at his doorstep.And we broke the rules today.IM A STUPID GIRL PLS COME AND SLAP MY FACE, TELL ME TO WAKE UP AND REALISE THE SERIOUSNESS OF MY ACTIONS.I met him at Jurong East mrt today.Its the first and most definately last time im doing this i'll kill myself,WHAT WAS I THINKING.Gosh,im such an idiot.Worse was, im the one that came up with the RETARDED idea.Ok, moving on...
I went through the Adam Khoo workshop on the 4,5 and 6th march and that got me super motivated to do much more.I've got the capacity to get what i want and the grades i deserve to get.I AM GOING THROUGH DSA TO ACJC.Yes, i am.I will do whatever it takes,i WILL do it.No matter what.Intelligence is a CHOICE.Success is a CHOICE.There is no failure, only learning experiences. Oh, i met Cikgu Azlina on Thursday the 5th March and I MISS HER SO MUCH.I didn't realise i missed her so much i ran and hugged her and i started crying.For the nxt few minutes,u could see all the malay girls over there crying and talking to her.Im soo glad she's back,she's a living miracle.She was at the last stage of lung cancer and she managed to fight it,SHE'S BACK INTO TEACHING. So she'll be taking our class when Mdm Marhaini goes off for her pregnancy leave.
Ok,my academics now.My Sciences have been improving,im getting distinctions for my tests SO FAR.My physics teacher praised me and said my Physics have been improving,I feel GREAT!But i shall continue to improve, i CAN and WILL do better.
E5,E5,HERE WE GO....YES!The cheering competition was today and my class ROCKED!We gave it our all,we did our best,we shouted our lungs out and we lost our voices.WE CAME OUT CHAMPIONS!Should be overall champ but some sec 1 class got it, its the first time in Bukit View history tt happened.The graduation class usually emerge as the overall champ,everyone's ENRAGED.
But here's the lyrics:


WHY are they so pro?(x6)
STOP,stop,stop...But the REAL question is...(WK)
WHY are WE so pro?(x3)
oohhh...HOOYAH!
Umm Ci Ahh Ahh Ahh,Umm Ci Ahh...(x4)
E5,E5 here we go,
Its now time to rock and roll
We're the best just so u noe
So sit back,relax, and enjoy the show...
And we go...
Hoo Hoo Hooyah!(x3)...Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo HOOYAH!
We will win the war,we will win the war, we will win the war, 1 MORE TIME!
We will win the war...STOP,STOP,STOP!Pls don't cross the yellow line(Jone)
(Quenton sweeps yellow line away)
We will win the war,we will win the war, we will win the war, 1 MORE TIME!
We will win the war,we will win the war, we will win the war, 1 MORE TIME!
OHHHH,HOOYAH!
Eyy Yah, Eyy Yah, Boom Pah, Boom Pah(x2)
Who are we ah?
E5 eyyYahh
Who's the best ah?
E5 eyyYAH
What makes us the best ah?
Compassion ah!
Integrity ah!
Perseverance!
Respect,eyyYAH!
Responsibility!
HOO HOO HOO HOO HOOYAH!
C...iprr
cI...prr
ciP...rr
cipR...r
ciprR...
CIPRR,SAY CIPRR,HEY!(x2)
C!COMPASSION!
I!INTEGRITY
P!PERSEVERANCE!
R!RESPECTFUL!
R!RESPONSIBILTY!
HOO HOO HOO HOO HOOYAH!
Superman...huh!eyyy...wrong side la(x2)
Superman...huh!(x2)
4E5 SUPERMAN!
HOO ha HOO haha(x2)
HOO ga ha HOO ga ha(x2)
HOO ga HOO ga HA HA
What'chu wanna be ah?
4E5 SUPERMAN
What'chu wanna be ah?
4E5 SUPERMAN
NO BATMAN
NO SPIDERMAN
SUPERMAN...Ooots Ooots(x2) *And that's the end of my post:)


March 9 '09, Monday

- Ynauar

I do NOT,i repeat,NOT get the point of drilling poor students like me with soo many tests that we cant even tell the difference between Math and MT.My class has tests ALMOST EVERYDAY NOW,SHEESH.Teachers,we're all just WAITING PATIENTLY till the time u realise that even if the amount of tests increase, our brain size WOULD NOT increase and it'll only make it worse!Yes, i AM frustrated(who won't be?One day can contain 2 tests,one after another) and tired(HELP!I FEEL MY BRAIN SHRINKING,ITS TOO CONCENTRATED). Im not saying taking tests are no good but can you please think of what we're going through and at least take turns to REDUCE the number of tests or at least give us some TIME.TIME is what everyone needs right now.TIME.See,i just did this a math test on Friday and then theres a e math test on Monday and THEN theres another a math test the next day!WAD IS THE POINT?Oh c'mon, its not like we can cram anything in such a small amount of time.But it IS a fact that we have to rush,THE Os ARE A FEW MONTHS AWAY! And one more thing...All the muslims in Bukit View are very grateful for how much thought the teachers have put in to the exam timetable. We can DEFINATELY celebrate Hari Raya when there are PRELIMS b4 and after our big day of celebration(hmm,resorting to sarcasm yet AGAIN for comfort i see...).Oh, im going for this concert at ACS Barker cuz my primary school friend's(Zub,my best friend in primary school) gonna perform in her school band and they're hosting it there.The tickets are $10 per person and Sherlyn's coming along wif my sis and me. Amanda's gonna have he's ncc training b4 that, he MIGHT be able to spot me in the crowd(i told him in gonna ignore him if he asks where i am,he'll have to use his eyes).So it'll all depend on how keen his eyes are and whether he can differentiate me from the crowd(aww,sad,sry Amanda but i don't think so...).Ok, better e-mail Jerwin the duty list,he's gettng on my nerves...


February 8 '09,Sunday

- Ynauar

Yes,ITS THE WEEKEND!!Finally!The spa was a DISASTER, noone got to finish the paper.Right after that i called Aly(now known as AMANDA on my phonebook to make it VERY obvious he's a girl) and was pratically shouting at how i messed up and how dumb a SPA practice is so ALL the ppl surrounding him can hear.So the SPA was a MAXIMUM turning point in the curve cuz after tt, it was a steep negative gradient.There was soo much tension during the SPA i swear u can cut it with a knife.Anyway,I took my teacher's advice and did my VA(titration) first.Right after i did it, i realised i couldnt do ANY calculations cuz i didn't know what the hell the solution is and had to do QA first.I took up too much time doing the experiments and in the end, i left my calculations undone and my conclusion unfinished.ERGH!Anyway,i was soo emotionally and physically drained that i slept at 8pm.The next day, i went to school and we did the usual stuff(groan over the amount of homework given,complain of the tests next week,literally open my eyelids wide so i won't fall asleep in class...).So my mom calls me after school and tells me she has to talk to me.I WAS SOO PANICKY!I mean, what if she learned about Amanda's(pls refer to the earlier sentences) existence in this world?I was gonna DIE in a MENTAL INSTITUITION(my mom'll send me there for sure).So i deleted all my sms, called Amanda straight after his ncc training to waste ONE hour on the phone with him and the other ncc cadets.God, pls help those poor souls tt never received a phone call from a girl b4.Anyway, we said IF she goes as far as to call Amanda,we'll just tell her the truth.This was another maximum turning point on my curve.The next morning, my mom talked to me and IT WASN'T ABOUT AMANDA AT ALL!Thank God!She was gonna be away in Ethiopia in April to see the child she's sponsoring so i'll hav to fend for myself.Phew!Its finally back to the minimum turning point again and the gradient's now positive.So im gonna get ready for my religious class now.BB!


February 7 '09,Saturday

- Ynauar

All cool guys c'mon make some noise and say,OM SHANTI OM...lols.Its saturday and i just saw OM SHANTI OM on vasantham.Its the SECOND time im seeing it.Really cute,i must say.Yes, Shah Rukh Khan starrs in it(tts y he's part of the title).Anyway, i wanna give a lowdown on the best hindi films i've seen so far(im not an expert in the field but i do watch hindi films sometimes...).
OK, here they are(drum roll pls)...
1.Kuch Kuch Kota Hai(omg,girls u simply HAVE to watch this.Its TO DIE for.Its like when i watch Titanic,i cry every time)
2.Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham(ITS DA BOMB BABY!lols.Another touching one-Kajol and Shah Rukh Khan!)
3.Devdas(Everyone loves a classic)
4.Om Shanti Om(COMEDY!REAL funny and cute...)
5.Veer Zara(VERY touching...U'll cry,I GUARANTEE)

*Tts all.I can't really recall some of the titles of the films.Anyway, i think u guys should try Jodha Akbar,i heard its good.

NXT,my SPA is nxt thurs!!!OMG,OMG,OMG.Seriously, i feel like we haven't done enough eventhough we had 7 CHEM PRACTICALS in the last 2 weeks.I DEFINATELY think we haven't done enough bio practicals...THE TEACHER'S ONLI GIVING US ONE PROPER PRACTICAL B4 THE REAL SPA!(Yes,everyone's angry wif her).WISH ME GOOD LUCK.Im clumsy, i spill everything, i get the table wrong, i can't make the right conclusions...U think im gonna b ok?(Sarcasm in times of distress, im really funny rite?)Haiz...Im going to study now...


January 31 '09,Saturday

- Ynauar

Umm,yea.Scary title rite?LOls.Yesterday my papa came to visit the family.I didnt see him for 1 and a half yrs alr.I think the last time i saw him was...(gimme a moment...).Anyway, he came when i was bathing(while taking my 30 mins shower i could hear his voice.i tot i was going mental!) and when i came out i salam-ed him and all.Guess wads the first thing he said to me?"U gained weight ah?" Yes, he can be quite dense sometimes.Since i haven't really introduced him to u guys, i'll take this opportunity to tell u more about my biological father(not tt i hav a stepfather).He looks exactly like me complete with the short sightedness and sinus problem.And he really has bad timing.Everytime he comes over,we're always on our way out of the house.Yesterday, my mom,sis,Val and me went to watch Bride Wars.REALLY FUNNY.It was touching too,i cried in the end(get a camera someone!).Oh ya, in case u guys haven't noticed, im NOT translating my posts in malay anymore.I realised its a bad idea to expose how bad my malay is.COMPLTELY HUMILIATING. I didn't really think ppl would read that but apparently, i was wrong.Mayb i should receive coaching from Aly's dad(his malay teacher... MY worst nightmare come to life).Anyway,i think i deserve a standing ovation.ITS BEEN 3 MONTHS SINCE I'VE HAD THE BLOG!!! www.absolutelypositivelysurelymine.blogspot.com is officially the longest living blog i have.Thank you,thank you.Yes, i'd like to thank my mom, my sis, my friends, my brain, my fingers...Ok,lets not get sidetracked.If anyone's wondering,im not making plans to change the blogskin.Im just too lazy.There u go,a quick and simple excuse to get ppl off my back.Im actualli at my cousin's house now, visiting my grandma.Yes,im using his computer.YES,he doesn't know.Good thing he doesn't know i have a blog...AHEM.Ok, i think i better go offline now.Aly's been bugging me to update my facebook saying master sergeants have a level of patience too,blah blah blah.Till nxt time...


January 25 '09,Sunday

- Ynauar

Ok,i noe 2009 has been here for a while but im still sorting out my school stuffs.Oh, today i got my bullseye competition money and trophy(did i tell u my team got CHAMP?) in the morning and DC in the afternoon.It was only half an hour so i guess its ok. I haven't told u my new English teacher is Ms Gopal rite('The Diva'is what she calls herself in class).Yes, thats what landed me in DC in the first place(DON'T ask me why,im just glad SHE didn't land on ME).I AM IN DIRE NEED OF CIP HOURS. So that is why on Saturday i was spending 6 HOURS of my precious time doing flag day.Its actually very satisfying.Most ppl didn't ignore me(Aly,short for Alif, said its bcuz im a girl and the world is full of sexists but i didn't believe him...). So me,Niva,Faheema and Sheila went to register at the booth located at Jurong mrt at 1:35 pm after our remedial in school(morning). All of us did the CIP and we went home at around 7 or 8pm.OH, me and Aly are good friends now.He came by to see me in action(to see me whine about my tired legs is more like it) and at that time only Niva was nxt to me.Of all ppl, it was NIVA.Oh god.But it went all right all in all(i made him donate $2 since he came all the way after his class).He could only stay half an hour and we ACTUALLY managed to get a conversation going.Considering how SHY he was during tuition i guess u owe the guy some credit. OK,getting back to the topic i've written as the title,i AM scared for the Os.The previous batch didn't do that well so the teachers are pushing us real hard.I've had 3 tests so far and none of them did any good(EXCEPT math and tts not counted cuz i have tuition). haiz...I REALLY WANNA IMPROVE. sheesh.Ok,i won't bother u with this boring stuff anymore so...GOODNITE!Im tired out...


January 20 '09,Tuesday

- Ynauar

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that taste

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's you picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And the truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

The truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and sing along
And never tell
Then you're the fool
I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell

~no malay translation for this. don't bother.


January 7 '09,Wednesday

- Ynauar

Hey guys, sry im writing so late.I've actualli been really caught up with my work and all... Anyways, just wanted report this strange thing that happened to me on Sunday.I was at tuition and chatting to my usual friends Rachel and all.She told me that there was this malay guy from our tuition class tt wanted to know me.Ok, i think i should provide you with some background first.Im like the only MALAY girl from this class and on top of that,i wear the tudung(yes, i AM quite religious...).So Ms Angie(the tutor) treats me like the spokesperson for Malays or something...Like if she doesn't know anything about our race or religion, she asks ME about it.And i answer of course.Since August or something, this other Malay guy called Alif transferred to my class. Well,i didn't really take notice of him except that he's like the second best spokesperson for the Malays/Muslims in my class( if i don't know anything,Ms Angie will refer to him...i NOE,sheesh).Apparently, he's known Rachel for quite some time now(i didn't even noe!).So Rachel told me yesterday,'Hey Nauar, there's this guy called Alif in our tuition tt wants to get to know u'.And i was like,'Are you serious?'(what i bad friend i was, not trusting her).So she said if i didn't believe her i could sms him myself. And i did. Alif Sutrisno(Full name) replied sayin he wanted to talk to me for a few weeks now actualli.I was kinda shocked so i jus said 'Umm...No comment'.He's actually a really nice guy, once you get to noe him.He seemed to know quite a lot about me too. Well, i've just came back from school and wanted to put this in.BB!!!

Due to the upcoming Os,I've decided to translate the posts that i write in this blog to Malay from this post onwards.Here it goes:

Hai kawan,minta maaf kerana lambat dalam menulis di dalam blog.Sebenarnya,saya ada banyak kerja sekolah...Walaubagaimanapun,saya mahu menulis tentang sesuatu kejadian aneh yang saya megalami pada Ahad.Saya berada di dalam kelas tambahan saya dan sedang berbual dengan kawan biasa saya,Rachel dan banyak lagi(this part is wrong,forgive me).Dia memberitahu saya bahawa ada seorang pemuda yang mahu berkenal-kenalan dengan saya.Saya sepatutnya memberitahu kamu lebih sikit.Tiada pemudi yang berbahasa Melayu kecuali saya yang berada di dalam kelas tambahan tersebut dan saya pun memakai tudung(ya, saya AMAT berugama).Oleh kerana itu,Ms Angie(Cikgu saya), selalu bertanya saya tentang ugama kami.Dan saya berjawab.Dari bulan Ogos,ada seorang pemuda Melayu yang bernama Alif memasuki kelas saya. Saya tidak memberi perhatian tentangnya dan cuma tahu namanya.Sebenarnya,dia berkenalan dengan kawan saya(Saya tidak tahu!). Apabila Rachel memberitahu yang dia mahu berkenal-kenalan,saya tidak percayanya.Dia memberi nombor telefon Alif dan saya pun sms-nya.Alif Sutrisno(nama panjangnya) berjawab dengan berkata yang dia sebenarnya ada ingin untuk berkenalan dengan saya dari banyak minggu lalu(totalli wrong i noe).Saya berasa terkejut dan cuma berjawab,'Tiada komen'. Dia adalah seorang yang beradab apabila saya berkawan dengannya.Dia pun tahu banyak tentang saya.Saya baru pulang dari sekolah dan mahu menulis tentang hal ini.BB!

*I noe its broken Malay but im makin an effort.GDnite!


January 5 '09,Monday

- Ynauar

Hey guys,its 11:54 and i just came back from family camp.Its called food heaven cuz for 3 days 2 nights i've been away, I've been eating non-stop.There was barbeque,mee goreng,goreng pisang,barbeque,sambal stingray,fried chicken and more barbeque. There was the sun,the sea,the chalet,the ever-so-noisy-cousins-who-don't-know-how-to-shut-up,the swimming pool and the beach.The food was wonderful.Our family camp was held at the chalet at East Coast(forgot wad its called) and we booked 1 2-storey chalet.I can't believe we only booked one.Considering the number of people that were there i tot SOMEBODY had the common sense to say,"Hey guys, since there's gonna be 6 families, why don't we all book another chalet?"The food was wonderful.I brought along my homework and against all odds i managed to finish my tuition homework and 2 maths holiday assignments.I owe it all to the staircase which was located b/w the first and second floor.At first glance it looks like any ordinary staircase but u don't know how much peace it can give to you.With all the aunties and uncles hogging up the first floor(laughing at the top of their lungs also) and the rest of the younger cousins playing pillow fight upstairs,i just wanna say thank you to the staircase for offering the best thing that noone in the whole camp can give-peace.So for both nights,i squeezed myself b/w the narrow staircase walls and did my homework with the music from my phone and my cousin, Faris keeping me company and helping me with my lousy malay.Thank u Faris as well. The food was wonderful.Well,it was really fun with all my cousins there.We played badminton, cycled bikes to the jetty, swam in the pool, shuffled uno cards till 2 am and ate food,glorious food together.I met Atiq today morning at the resort as well.Apparently, she also had family camp located at the same resort.U guys can get her story at the blog.Now the fun is over,i'll have to get ready for tuition tt starts at 2 pm today.BB>the food was wonderful.


Dec 28 '08,Sunday

- Ynauar

Hey guys,Im back!Egypt was fantastic!First off,the weather report in Egypt:Cold,around 10 degrees and windy.Didn't experience rain there since it only rains about 3 times a year only over there.Since the flight was long,I reached Egpyt in the morning cuz i left Singapore at around 2 am in the morning.I'll write my most memorable experiences in blue so you can see clearer.

The giza pyramids:
Brilliant.Kinda sandy though.The pyramids were like really tall and since they're kinda old,they look a bit worn out but magnificent all the same. There were loads of ppl there trying to get us to ride the camels but we didn't(we didn't get to do it in the end...). The Giza pyramids consists of 3 pyramids,each differ in size and the sphinx(yes,it doesn't have a nose).There's not much to see in the pyramids cuz it has already been collected and stored in museums.However, it was a long way up and kinda dark when u get into the pyramids cuz there's no windows.U also have to bend down while climbing up cuz there's a REALLY LOW ceiling AND the entrance is really narrow so u hav to go one at a time.Later on, i learnt that there's a reason for this.The ancient Egyptians built really low ceilings cuz they store their pharoah's tomb in there and it appears as if we are bowing before their pharoah.

Perfume shop:
I went to see one of the perfume shops there and this old guy showed us around.It was really nice cuz ALL the perfumes are natural and they don't add chemicals in it.Do u noe that almost all of the big label perfumes contain 85% alcohol to make it smell nicer? However, the one i saw didn't contain any.The guy showed us this experiment where he set fire on his perfumes but it didn't light up. He tried the same thing with one of the well-known perfumes and it lighted up.BE CAREFUL LADIES!What u wear is flammable!lols.

The Egyptian Museum:
This was one of the best experiences.There was a special guide to show us around so he explained almost everything to us. He said that for normal ppl, their mummies would be wrapped and then a mask would be put on top of the mummy to identify the person. After the mask is put on, the mummy will be put in a few tombs, one bigger than the other.For women, there will be two tombs. For men,three.Don't ask me why(even the guide doesn't know).He brought us around the whole two floors of the museum.Many things were displayed, most on the mummies.We also saw King Tut's tomb.He actually had more tombs cuz he's a king.He's innermost tomb was solid gold.That was really cool.However, they took up almost 1/4 of the whole 2nd floor to display his treasures.And that's only 60% of his stuff.The rest was stored away.King Tut was actually considered not so well off.The guide said that if one of the richer Kings treasures were displayed,it would take 12 big buildings to store all the treasures.However, King Tut's tomb was discovered as the one wif the least damage done to it.There was a royal mummy room where they display all the princes and princesses corpses. I didn't go for it cuz i saw one real one outside the room ans was alr soo creeped out so my mom and sis went.They said it was cool but they were kinda scared too.

Climb up Mount Musa:
The whole tour group climbed up Mount Musa but in the end, only my mom and I made it to the top.Not all the way but we could see the peak from where we were.The climb started at 1 am and we ended at around 10 so u can imagine how long it was.Halfway through, the rest of the tour group were too tired but i really didn't want to waste my effort so i went on.There were loads of cafes on the way and i ate 3 Mars bars in total.My mom and i reached the last cafe and we stayed there for the sunrise cuz the owner said that we wouldn't get to see it if we wasted time climbing the rest of the steps.That part was really scary cuz there were 6 men in the cafe and my mom and i were the only females there.But the owner was really nice and even offered us a blanket when he saw we were freezing our butts off. It was roughly 0 degrees.I wore 4 layers of clothing but i still felt the cold to my bone.When the sun came up, we saw the sunrise from the back of the cafe and it was super spectacular.We saw the full sunrise up close.It was great cuz we were in the middle of the sun and moon.On the left, i saw the moon and on the right i saw the sun.Brilliant view and we caught the full video of it.

Khan El Kalili:
This huge market caters to everything.From food to perfumes, from carpets to jewellery.Its really cool cuz it has everything and u can get what u want at the cheapest price available(thats if u bargain and i got the queen of bargaining wif me).Bought souvenirs for my good friends there and i love it!I just wanna spend the whole day there.

Bibliotheca Alexandria:
Alexandria is a city situated at one of the four corners of Egypt.There we went to The New library of Alexandria(AKA Bibliotheca Alexandria).This is super cool.It has about 11 levels.4 undeground and 7 up.This is where u find the world's largest reading room. The reading room is has 7 levels.The two uppermost levels store the computers that have the library internet archive.There are other computers at the other levels of the reading room that are for the reference of the reader.This library is really something you wouldn't wanna miss if u go to Egypt.

Thats all.This is only some of the places i went to that were really outstanding and i wanted to share my experience wif all of you.goodbye!


Dec 21 '08,Sunday

- Ynauar

Finally, the day has come where i'll be leaving my beloved Singapore and going to Cairo to visit many historical sites. Gonna take loads of pics so i've got like 20 spare batteries with me.I'll be there for 9 days,till the 18 December. The flight is 10 hours long and its at 1 am.Im gonna be at the airport at 9 pm today and wait there till my flight so i can eat dinner first and just relax.This post is gonna be a short one cuz i've gotta get ready to leave the house soon. I think im gonna off my phone so don't call or sms me.Anyways,ciao!


Dec 9 '08,Tues

- Ynauar

Hey guys!Since I have some free time now i would like to explain some of the stuff that i watch and how i get the songs i put in my blog which are in another language(jap,chinese...).It started when i was p6(PSLE year) when my friend,Siti, introduced me to the very first anime series i watched...Naruto.I was really into it cuz its not like the same old boring stuff that come out in tv so i kinda got really addicted to it.From there, i started watching other anime series as well.Now i don't watch Naruto and Bleach anymore cuz its really draggy and i find it never-ending.I also got bored with trying to keep up with the number of episodes.
Anyway,here's a short list of my favourite anime series i've watched:
1.D.Gray man
2.Death Note
3.Vampire Knight
4.Vampire Knight Guilty
5.Itazura Na Kiss
6.Neo Angelique Abyss
*There's loads more anime series that i've watched but i don't really like the others.Its hard to come by good anime cuz some is really crap and stupid.I would prefer something that is funny and has a bit of romance.Recommendations from my friends is always welcome. Skip Beat is quite a good anime as well.

Drama series is something i just started that's usually where i get songs from.I watch Taiwanese dramas and Japanese dramas. Not so much of the Korean dramas cuz i haven't heard of any good ones yet.If there is, pls tell me.Anyway,i love dramas cuz they just touch my heart at the end of watching the whole series.Dramas usually have really nice background music, OPs and ENDs so i look out for that as well.
And here's my list of FAV drama series:
1.HANA YORI DANGO 1&2(ALL TIME FAV)-Japanese
2.It started with a kiss(BOTH seasons) -Taiwanese
3.Devil beside you -Taiwanese
4.Hana Kimi -Japanese
*Thats all so far and im looking out for a good Drama to keep myself busy in the meantime.Well,thats it!I just wanted to put that down cuz ppl are constantly bugging me about why i watch anime and dramas.U guys should try it too.


Dec 8 '08,Monday

- Ynauar

The title of this post pretty much sums up everything.Its the day before Hari Raya Haji and Im makin brownies for my family to eat when we get together. I made like loads of brownies and i don't think i can stand to even look at one more wonderfully-delicious-if-only-i-had-ice-cream-to-go-wif-it-chocolate brownie.SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL MUSLIMS.This wednesday i'll be leaving for egpyt.The flight's at 1 am.Gonna be at the airport by 9 pm on Tuesday and eat dinner b4 boarding. Its a 10-hour flight so im planning to recover all the sleep i didn't get during the holidays.BTW,i havent done my holiday assignments and im probably gonna chiong and do it when i come back.I finished watching Hana Yori Dango seasons 1 and 2.Really nice songs are already put up in the blog.>>>check out the playlist.Anyway, we're all tryin to contact Ms Chua about the farewell party on 30 December and the sec 1 registration but she's not answering her phone.Its been days and im leaving Singapore soon so im kinda worried.WHERE R U MS CHUA?!Answer ur phone!!!Its 11:11 exactly now so im gonna sleep cuz my mom's naggin through the thin walls of our HDB flat.Goodnight everyone.


Dec 7 '08,Sunday

- Ynauar

Kagayaita no wa kagami demo taiyou demo nakute kimi da to kizuita toki kara
Ano namida gumu kumo no zutto ue ni wa hohoemu tsuki love story mata hitotsu

Kizu tsuita yume wa kinou no kanata e
Sora ni hibike ai no uta

Omoide zutto zutto wasurenai sora futari ga hanarete ittemo
Konna suki na hito ni deau kisetsu nido to nai
Hikatte motto saikou no lady kitto sotto omoi todoku
Shinjiru koto ga subete love so sweet

Soko kara itsumo mieru yo ni
Kono te wo sora ni muke hirogaru kimi to no omoide
Ano katakuna de ijippari na
Boku wo kaeta kimi no te love story arukidasu

Magari kunetteta futatsu no tabiji wa
Koko de hitotsu niji ni nare

Omoide zutto zutto oikaketa yume futari ga tooku e ittemo
Donna tsurai yoru mo kujikesou na chikai demo
Waratte motto saigo no lady kitto sotto negai todoku
Akenai yoru wa nai yo love so sweet

Tsutae kirenu itoshisa wa
Hana ni natte machi ni futte
Doko ni itemo kimi wo "koko" ni kanjiteru

Omoide zutto zutto wasurenai sora futari ga hanarete ittemo
Konna suki na hito ni deau kisetsu nido to nai
Hikatte motto saikou no lady kitto sotto omoi todoku
Shinjiru koto ga subete
Akenai yoru wa nai yo
Shinjiru koto ga subete love so sweet



Dec 3 '08, Wed

- Ynauar

Im grounded. Laugh if u want. Im not allowed to leave the house and go ANYWHERE. Not even school.Not even if its a life-or-death-situation-and-you're-gonna-die-if-you-don't-leave-the-house type of situation.The cause of the pain im feeling now is simple:I DIDNT FOLLOW CURFEW.I went for the see2 programme at Hwa Chong(thats the main reason...Its by HWA CHONG) and met like loads of ppl from other schools.I was placed in group 4.GROUP 4 IS THE BEST.We realli worked hard during the three days we were there and got to be great friends.On the last day, almost everyone went for dinner at King Alberts' Park.AND my phone didnt' get reception there. And i went home at 10pm instead of 8.30 pm.AND my mom was really angry.AND thats how i got here.sheesh.Anyway,i think it was worth it. My mom called Ms Ang and Sherlyn and god only knows if she didn't call the whole wide world but I got loads of scoldings and loads of ppl got to know of my "situation".BTW, i got my religious exams results today.I got ninth in class.That doesnt sound so bad until u find out there's onli 11 ppl in my religious class. Round of applause please.LOLS.I hav to write a malay short story and e-mail my teacher by tmr or i get to do 3 malay compos when i get back to school. I still don't know what the councillors are doin for the farewell party.Harris keeps avoiding the topic and Im getting quite scared. WATCH OUT HARRIS!!!


Nov 30 '08, Sun

- Ynauar

Hi guys!I jus had my religious exams in the afternoon.Realli scary cuz i didn't realli study for it.However, i managed to pass in my reading the Al-Quran though.lols.Tt was realli nerve-wrecking cuz the teacher is always strict at reading.The written paper was quite hard but i THINK i can pass.Hmm...hav to jus wait till nxt wk when the results come out.Anyway, usualli my class is at 2 but today it was pushed back to 4 and i didn't know.Ended up i had to wait 1 whole hour b4 taking the exam.Sheesh.Anyway, in the end i took the exam under a different teacher.When i was leavin my class jus started their exam.I was not alone though.Some ppl also didn't know. BTW,i finished the whole series of 'It started with a kiss'.Such a sweet story.Now i think i'll either watch the whole episode until i get bored with it. If u guys know any REALLI GOOD chi/jap/korean/eng drama series or jap anime series pls inform me of it.TY!Bb,i'll write in again tomoro.


Nov 22 '08, Sat

- Ynauar

ni sheng shang zhuan shu de mo sheng wei dao
shi wo que ren ni cun zai de mu biao
bu yong lai hui zhang wang le zhi dao
jin shi wo men xiang ge zhe yi ge jie jiao

zhe me jiu le, wo hai shi ke yi kan dao
gan jue dei dao ni dui wo de zhong yao
bu hui bei tian hei tian liang da rao
ni mei yi ci de wen rou wo dou xiang xuan yao
wo men rao le zhe me yi quan cai yu dao

wo bi shei dou geng ming bai ni de zhong yao
zhe me jiu le wo jiu jue ding le
jue ding le ni de shou wo wo le bu hui fang diao

wo men rao le zhe me yi quan cai yu dao
wo da ying zi ji bu zai yong ren zi rao
yin wei wo yao de wo zi ji zhi dao
zhi yao ni de jian bang yi ran rang wo kao

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The unknown feeling that only you have
is my comfirmation that you exist which is my aim
do not need to return to look around until
now when we are seperated by a corner

It has been so long, but i still can see
can feel how important you are to me
wont be disturbed by night or day
I want to show off all your gentleness
we went around in a circle before meeting
I promised myself not to fuss about nothing
We went around in a circle before meeting
I understand more then anybody else your importance
it has been so long, and i have decided
decided that after holding your hand i will not let go
because what i want, i myself know
Only want your shoulder for me to lean on



Nov 21 '08, Fri

- Ynauar

Today i have 2 topics.One is about the open house held today and another is about my choice of songs. Well, i wanna say that the sec ones did realli great on their first day of councillor duty.I also wanna say ARIGATOU GOSAIMASU to everyone there for giving it their best.I dunnoe how they felt but it was damn tiring for me cuz i went bowling yesterday till midnight and had to wake up early.But we all gained CIP hours so its a good deal.I was running up and down trying to get everything organised. Onli me and Jerwin showed up for councillor duty as seniors.The other seniors like Dhari and Kaiting had realli important roles in their ccas so it was left to the both of us.But we got praised for the hard work by miss Yeng in the end.Anyway, about the choice of songs, u might be thinking,"y is she malay but got no malay songs and hav onli chinese, jap and english songs?"If u dun alr noe, im not realli a Malay person cuz i dun speak the language at home and i dun listen to the songs.Nothing against Malay of course.Just not me,i guess. Anyway, i changed to a chinese song at a beginning cuz im nearly at the end of watchin 'It started with a kiss' and i think all the OSTs are cute. LOLS.The jap songs are mainly from the anime i watch.I dun watch Bleach and Naruto anymore cuz its getting kinda boring. Now im into Vampire Knight.I think its realli funny and cute.However,my fav anime character is Hitsugaya Toushiro from Bleach cuz he's just SOO CUTE. Gonna finish watchin my series now,bb!


Nov 21 '08, Fri

- Ynauar

Just came back from lunch.Got the terrific news that my sis got 222 as her PSLE result!Much better than my 220, lols:) So damn happy.My friends with siblings were also prayin in school just now.Highest in Singapore is 287.Lower than last year's 294. Im just soo damn happy that all tha hard work paid off.My mom was tutoring her through the night also for 1 whole month.I was tutoring her in maths and science. Im really relieved.Nearly cried.On the way home my mom bought a mint choco cake for her from POLAR to celebrate.CONGRATULATIONS NORAINE! We're waiting for her to come home then we can eat the cake.Mom gave her some money and she went out to celebrate wif her friends. Im really proud of her and all so U ROCK NORAINE!!!!


Nov 20 '08, Thurs

- Ynauar

Umm... im back wif a new topic.My school's having their open house this Friday, the 21th of November.Im down for duty of course. I'll be one of the ppl that'll help in giving tours and i'll be helping my cca also cuz there's onli 3 ppl in total helping the cca booth INCLUDING me. Everyone's away overseas for one reason or another.Some went on holiday already and most are doin volunteer work in Cambodia. Im stuck here cuz they dun hav enough sec 3s to help out. Im under councillor duty as well. Dont know how im gonna split into 2 but i'll manage... i guess,hehe. Well, finished my bio work and geo's on the way but except those 2, i haven't even written my name on the others.Last time i checked, Swathi did most alr. Jerwin hasn't started though. HAHA.I dont know whats the whole point of giving us holiday assignments when most of us aren't going to finish it. Ever wonder why they call it HOLIDAY assignments not ASSIGNMENTS holiday?Well, its obviously wrong logic but i think its bcuz we have our HOLIDAYS first then do our assignments. I know... LAME.Anyway,i'll have to go back to school tomoro at 9 AM.Im helping put up the notice board for my cca.Raseena's down with chicken poks, poor thing.Haven't gotten it b4. Its quite scary now i think about it. But nothings as scary as that time i had low blood pressure and food poisoning at the same time. Fainting everyday and throwing up everywhere.Totalli not how i wanna spend my time.It was during the holidays also.Now's the time for graduation cuz the sec 4s are done wif their Os. Their Prom will be tomoro at the Hilton hotel. Lucky chaps.I'll most likely be at home writing here again.If ur wonderin why i chose the "absolutely everybody" song its cuz i saw it on my sis's friend's blog and tot it was damn cute. The song by Taylor swift is new and its realli nice so i put it there too.BTW, i haven't told anyone bout the blog except Sherlyn(best friend) and tts y noone tagged yet. I'll try and upload some pics but im too lazy to do it now.Tomoro i'll be putting up the results of my sis's PSLE.She'll be going to my school, i think.Gotta catch my show now, bb!


Nov 19 '08, Wed

- Ynauar

FINAlly!Im back, everyone!Since the holidays are here, i thought i should do something.its definately NOT my first time going back into blogging. Well,hope u guys enjoy the hols!My sis getting her PSLE results tomoro... SOO scary. She looks fine though. Im gonna do my HW now. BB!


Nov 19 '08, Wed

- Ynauar